Well, the weather report just came in LOUD and CLEAR.... I have a fucking BLACK CLOUD that will NOT let the sun shine through.....
It has been the little joke that I have been using to deflect my pain. Someone asks "How's it going??" I simply reply....Well I have this Black Cloud that keeps following me around.
My personal Black Cloud consists simply of not being able to let someone fall. An adult needs to be held accountable for their actions.... But.... I have a Savior complex and I desperately want to believe that I was right about this person!!! I want to save this person from themselves.
My educated logical brain does enlighten me to the fact that this person needs to save themselves.... But sometimes the things we KNOW are the most difficult to execute.
So, in the end this Black Cloud....actually is a personal creation.
People this is why we started this blog!!! RabiesLove...only goes into remission.
You can resort back to your Former Rabid state just as fast as a tornado can appear.
The damage is real.
Your heart will break all over again.
Lesson for today.... Be careful not to create a Black Cloud of heartache for yourself trying to "fix" "help" someone who is not ready to HELP THEMSELVES!!
Keep your fingers crossed or say a prayer or whatever you do that my Black Cloud does not turn into a full on hurricane!!!
Have a great week fellow rabid souls!!!
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