TODAY IS THE DAY....

Do you have something tearing away at you today?
Maybe someone you love is sick..
Maybe someone you love is killing themselves with an addiction..
Maybe you are fighting the urge to call him/her..
Maybe you are fighting the urge to stalk someone on the Internet..
Maybe you are fighting the urge to eat something fried or with lots of chocolate!
Or maybe you are just seriously fighting the urge to SMOKE!!

TODAY IS THE DAY.... that you will STOP THE MADNESS that is controlling your life.
Fear of failure is not an option today! After all tomorrow is a brand new day so why not at least try?

When did you forget that you are CEO of your world??
If someone you love is sick... I am deeply sorry! I assure you what that loved one needs is for you to stop worrying about them (they are doing that enough for both of you) and find ways to incorporate some fun in their last days!

If you love someone who is an addict... I feel your pain so do I.
But WORRY will not help them get sober... you cannot save them. They must be willing to save themselves! Here's the reality all YOUR worry will make you sick, ie heart problems, stomach ulcers, sleepless nights... What will eventually happen is YOU will DIE! The addict will then get high.. because they are sad you are dead.. so what have you accomplished other than giving your addict yet another excuse to drink or use drugs?

Do not call or stalk the person that deep down YOU know YOU DO NOT NEED to be with...
This is setting yourself up for heartache! They will not answer the phone or if they do it WILL be the same bullshit it always is and you will gain nothing by going through their friend list on Facebook simply because chances are... they ARE friends with beautiful people! No one has a Rolodex of ugly people... seriously, you will just drive yourself mad trying to figure out "how" they know these beautiful people.

You WILL regret that double fudge batch of brownies.... and then you will feel sad and have to eat a pint of ice cream to console yourself...then when you look at your ass in the mirror... chances are, you will cry!

As for that SMOKE... well I am telling myself that I really don't need a cig to calm down, after a great meal, or after great sex ... just for today! And yes I know at some point today I will be stressed out, that I will have a great meal, and that I WILL have great sex today!!

How do I know all this?? Because is TODAY IS THE DAY and I am the fucking CEO of MY WORLD!